Fundamentalists, don't Answer This. Atheists: How Can I Become Happy?

I'm 15... 1 / 2 (1 slash 2 not half) years ago i was you... I had no friends and couldnt make new ones... I felt like i had no worht or purpose... I chased after my desires but they just made me feel worse... I'm not gonna throw God stuff in your face.... I had that done to me and i didnt like it.... Please email me. Lets talk, I'd like to help or at least just hear from you. I'd like to tell you my story and share with you what i stuggled with, which isnt far from where you are. I thought about suicide all the time... but thats changed.