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I saw this movie in my cooking cl called food inc it is about factory farming and how they slaughter cows, chickens, and pigs. This is just so messed up how they treat animals. They feed chickens and cows and pigs this cheap corn which has this special chemical in the food which is bad for their body and develops a disease in their body and they feed us it still! They slaughter the chickens by drowning them upside down. cows i heard they're unconscious and they skin them alive and cut them deep in the throat. for pigs they crush them on concrete wall and if there is some alive the workers smash their head with a hammer. The cows have crap all over each other and how do the workers get the crap off they don't they just give us the food like that and chickens don't even see sun like anymore their just in this dark house thing and they eat until their fat and they can't even stand on their feet anymore. There was this little boy 2 years old ate a hamburger and died 2 weeks later of E.coli may him rest in peace. and for crops they spray some chemical on the crops so it grows faster and that chemical is bad for the human body system. What is wrong with tyson and other companys why do we treat animals so badly because of this i haven't really eaten anything. I heard organic is the right way, the animal has a happy life and then we kill them and eat them and crops are grown organic but i heard there are natural pesticides on the oragnic crops and the animal but i saw on the food inc that non-organic is bad and organic i heard is bad and i'm not sure what to believe anymore.